LaTia's World

Wishing on a star...

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latia
I must be one of the most sprung people ever. I am so in love with my city. As I type this, cheesy as it may be, I am in an office in my building on the 7th floor with all of the window blinds wide open. I am admiring this BEAUTIFUL city of mine. I am definitely a city girl at heart. I love watching the cars drive by. I love all the city lights, watching these random buildings with different floors lit up. Thinking about this city being alive and what each person may be doing. Seeing the street lights fade from red to green to yellow, and back to red again. Watching people cross the streets, looking off to the lights in the distance. GOD I love my city. I am so proud to be from here. I love how alive the city makes me feel. I love watching the life breath in and out of it. My dream home is a condo in one of these top high rises in the city. One side of my condo would overlook lake michigan (I am a pisces after all). The other side would overlook the city. I am so in love with these twinkling lights. I am just reminded about what each season brings. Great food, summer festivals, ice skating in the winter, the diversity of this city, how so many things can bring so many folks together and then pull them in different directions all at the same time. Just absolutely frickin' amazing. I don't care how lame I sound right now, i love my city. I love everything it represents. Chi-town is a fantastic blend of everything one needs. All the good, bad, and the ugly. Well, maybe not alllll that, but it's still home. No matter how far away I move, Chicago will ALWAYS and has ALWAYS been home. THIS is why no matter how far away Kanye or Common get, the fact they still rep home means so much to me. This is a large part of why I love the movie "love jones". This is why I... (Found in my Drafts from- who knows how long ago)
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This bitch got one more time...
latia
Alright- I will snatch a bitch without issue. I see right through the drama boo. *relax, relate, release*

blue-Erro-soul
latia
Eric Roberson sings the blues in my left thigh... that becomes the funk in my right.

How does he know my soul? He has documented my destiny like no one ever could...

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latia
Just agitated to all hell. Ugh! This day has GOT to get better.

Why?
Messed up
latia
Why do I constantly run my girlfriends away? Is it like some subconscious thing that I have where I just can't be happy? I swear I don't think I do it on purpose, but I can be really mean sometimes. I just need to think before I act. It could have been a nice evening, but oh no, I just had to get mad over something so minute. So unimportant. You know how she is, don't add to it. Be the positive in her life like she is for you. Stop acting the way you do, or you'll run her away like all the rest and end up alone. I know you want someone who wants to fight for your relationship and wants to be with you. But you have to make it worth it. Go kiss and make up with your gf is what I am telling myself. So I am that's what I'll do.
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I... missed...You.
Myheart4ever
latia
It REALLY sucks with the "death" of a friendship. Friends are suppose to be there 110%. Supporting you. Laughing it up with you. Being in your corner. It sucks like a 1000 times worse when you KNOW what they're capable of, and you just hope that your wrong, but every time they prove you right. Until one day, you decide you can no longer allow yourself to treated like less than, and voice that opinion. It leads to the end and then that's that. No matter how much you miss that friend, you won't text/call/email. You can't allow yourself to. You know if do, it'll lead to being friends again, which will eventually lead to your ultimately being disappointed. Yet. Again. So, why bother? But you can't help but miss that friend and almost want to contact them. But right when you're at that deciding point of whether to put the bitterness aside and just suck it up and outreach to them, you realize that... you don't miss your friend per se, but rather the friendship you and said friend HAD years ago, which will never, ever again be. Your friend hasn't truly been your friend in so long, what you miss is the past. Even if you do contact that friend, your disappointment is inevitable because that friendship you miss, died a long time ago... you just never let it go.
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May our friendship R.I.P
Missing
latia

I hope to never do this to myself again. I don't want to have to say goodbye to another friendship that use to mean so much to me, but sometimes, some things just can't be helped. I refuse to continue to fight for a friendship that you're putting half assed effort into. And I don't want to have to compete for your attention. I love you, wish you no ill-will, I just think you no longer deserve me in your life. Maybe subconciously you pushed me away. Or maybe it was a very conscious decision. Regardless, I don't care how hurt/sad/etc... you may feel today. You never cared about my feelings before, so why start now. I don't want to be bitter with you. Just let it be. But know that the you that you USED to be, will always have a home in me. I don't know this new you and I don't care to. You've fallen from grace, and maybe that's my fault. I am more mad at myself than anything for allowing myself to be treated this way for so long. But no more. I have to do what's best for me, period. I hope you understand that someday. But more than anything, I hope you see where I am coming from. Take care. Be safe. Have a nice life.

Baby don't tell me you miss me, you love me
Don't whisper gently that you can't forget me
Tonight, tonight cause I've heard it all before
Just turn away, don't play that game
Baby I don't want to anymore

Chorus:
Let it all fade away
Don't you know that love is gone
It's too late
Everything fades away
Nothing ever stays the same
Baby, no no no

Don't tell me you're sorry you hurt me
How many times can I give in
How many battles can you win
Oh don't beg for mercy
Tonight, tonight cause I can't take any more
Just turn around, don't break me down
Baby I don't love you like before

Let it all fade away
Don't you know that love is gone
It's too late
Everything fades away
Nothing ever stays the same
Baby

(guy)
So hard for me to let you go
Don't leave me standing in the cold
Oh baby give me one more chance
I know that we can make it last
Just let me love you one more time (Mariah: Don't say it)
Girl I don't wanna lose my mind (Mariah: Don't say, say...)
So hard for me to let you go
So hard for me to let you go

Chorus:
Let it all fade away
Don't you know that love is gone
It's too late
Everything fades away
Nothing ever stays the same
Baby
Nothing ever stays the same

Let it all fade away
Don't you know that love is gone
It's too late
Everything fades away
Nothing ever stays the same
Baby

It only fades, it only fades
Baby don't tell me you miss me you love me... (Repeat and fade)



Writer's Block: Take me out
latia
Have you ever gotten involved with a co-worker or classmate? How did it work out?

Yup, I have certainly been involved with a co-worker. It wasn't some massive, drama filled end to our little fling, but it is akward sitting next to her everyday, when we barely talk anymore. Lucky for us, we were able to keep it professional and not bring issues into the work place. Once the fling ended, the most difficult part was seeing someone everyday that you'd really rather not see or forget about. I felt like I couldn't escape it.

Writer's Block: Now Presenting…
latia
If you could present any award at the MTV Movie Awards, which one would you want to present? Which celeb would you want up on stage with you?

Mariah Carey hands down! Pregnant belly and all.. lol

Wow LJ, Wow.
latia
So LJ, it's been a hell of a year so far. Long story short, I am drunk right now. LOL. Seems like the only time I write is when I am drunk. So sorry. But it's Cinco De Mayo, so sue me. I just called and spoke to my Auntie for almost an hour and I wonder if she knew I was drunk? Anyway, I love my best friends. I love school. I love life. I am good at my job. I looked cute today. I am excited to be getting back into acting. I love US of Tara. I am excited to be performing on Saturday. I love the nice weather. I love me for me. If no one else will love and respect me, at least I know LaTia will. And knowing is half the battle right? haha, holla!

~Tia

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